I will be going for my re-staging CT Scan tomorrow afternoon. I am anxious. So far, I have gone through 4 chemo treatments already. The last one I did was on Friday. This re-staging scan will determine if I need another 4 or 8 more treatments. Time seems to pass so slowly right now. Yet, everyone around me are just rushing by.
Once again, I have reached a point where the treatments are taking a toll on me; mentally, physically and psychologically. I am afraid of another needle to be inserted into my skin. I am afraid of sitting at the chemo ward for 4 hours, with the stench of plastic tubes in the air.
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ecentric explosion..verbal garbage..utopia is where I wish I am but almostopia is where I am.. Ramblings of someone who believes in utopia and that there is order within chaos, where out of intense complexities, intense simplicities emerge.Parallel bliss is about the unexplained bonds and connections people have, living life in parallel dimemsions of happiness and sadness..
ecentric explosion..verbal garbage..utopia is where I wish I am but almostopia is where I am.. Ramblings of someone who believes in utopia and that there is order within chaos, where out of intense complexities, intense simplicities emerge.Parallel bliss is about the unexplained bonds and connections people have, living life in parallel dimemsions of happiness and sadness..
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- the legendary Hafidz, stomping ground
- CT Scan
- the new member to the Han family
- our first shaver The plan was simple. Went to Must...
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My Reads
- A Million Pieces
- Cambridge
- Disco Biscuits
- Little Prince
- One More Day
- Prozac Nation
- The Secret Garden
:blogs i fancy
:mY comPulSivE doSagE of cloThing laBels + GrapHic woRks + de Arts
- tons of clothing labels i love
- :phunk studio
- xhin
- Zulkifle
- Studio19
- visual terrorism designs
- maharishi
- g-star
- BoxFresh
- vintage fashion
- Stila cosmetics
- dolls I wish I own-Blythe
- Graffiti: ZERO
- Graffiti:The Killer Gerbil
- Chocolate Skateboards
- 23 October 2006, PowerJam 2006
- 26 October 2006, POW
- 9 Dec 2006, Zoukout, Sentosa
- serenaide
- electrico
- The Observatory
- i am david sparkle
- tiramisu's blog
- rockstarcollective's blog
- documentary in amber's blog
- KYTV
- shamejoannshame
- wallwork records
- joe ng's blog (localbarboys)
- singapore's metal and rock scene
- event organiser: doubleyellowline
- snow patrol
- frontallabs
- for break beats fans
- placebo
- lamb
- yeah yeah yeahs
- The Dead Poets
- The Bees-Simply brilliant.. =)
- BLOC PARTY
- Mazzy Star
- explosions in the sky-The earth is not a cold dead place
- Jurassic5
- prosaics-Aghast Agape
- Foetus
- my chemical romance
- funeral for a friend
- The Killers
- Four Tet
- mogwai
- THE POSTAL SERVICE
- sigur ros-eighteen seconds before sunrise
- Daft Punk
- mr scruff (ninja tunes)
- sixtoo (ninja tunes)
- the used-The taste of chaos
- PEachEs
- mindless self indulgence
- The Cure
- The Stone Roses
- skin (skunk anansie)
- Ladytron
- M83
- GodSpeed You! Black Emperor
About Me
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- SIGN: Aries TYPE: Retrosexual BODY MODS: nose, ears (9, including my tragus), navel (banana bells) & 3 symbolic bodyart (my chinese roots, my love and a koi) 5 ITEMS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: mobile phone, camera, computer, my ipod & green tea INTO: writing, reading, photography, aesthestics, performance art, gigs, surfing, philosophy, individuality, yoga, meditation, running, sushi, anything that smells like vanilla, aromatherapy, bubble baths, lavendar, beaches, getting caught up in the moment, being in love, minimalism, visual stimulation, craft, vintage stuff and detailing
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Imagine a worldwide conspiracy to deny the existence of RED. And whenever you see RED, someone tells you that it isn't RED you see. What on Earth is RED? Eventually, through conditioning and by having people slowly taking your thoughts and feelings away, bit by bit, whenever you see RED, you would say that it isn't RED cos it isn't yellow or blue or green. It doesn't make any sense to you but you'd say it is RED you see and become increasingly hysterical and go quite berserk.
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