I went back to TTSH to remove my stitches and obtain my lab report, as scheduled on 27th January 2006. I think this will be a date I will find it difficult to remove from my memories. Khai finished school and brought me to the hospital to see my doctor.
We arrived late for my appointment. I waited anxiously to see the doctor. As I got into the doctor's room, the first few words that came out from Dr Ang's mouth, "Things don't look good and I have a piece of not too good news for you. Is your mother here with you?" I really didn't know what to expect. The initial suspicion of me having lymphoma is confirmed and the hospital will be officially transferring my case to National Cancer Centre. My world crashed and my heart sunk. Khai reached over and grabbed my cold and numb hands. Still in disbelief, I sat there like a rock. They removed my stitches and there I was; I felt like crying.. I felt like screaming.. I wish the Earth would just open up and swallow me in..
Khai broke the news to Mummy over the phone. She was too in disbelief. Soon the news started spreading like wildfire, just like the cancer cells in my body. My aunts and Grandma came to know about it.
I am in an unstable state right now. Momentarily, I feel like crying and screaming. I am in state of hysteria.. I tried to remain calm and collected but I can't.. One thing for sure is that I am very.. very... lost.
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I am so sorry to hear of your medical condition Mag. Seek solace in the fact that you are in there with a fighting chance and are around people who love & will be there for you.
God bless & a speedy recovery.
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