Friday, November 30, 2007

my prayers to my fellow cancer warriors


Facebook has taken so much of my online time. I swear it's becoming unhealthy. But I'm glad that I found my long lost pal, Audrey, through Facebook. The past couple of weeks were crazy. GSE had three consecutive gigs on Friday (TPRawks), Saturday (Lime Sonic Bang) and Sunday (Toni& Guy event). I was so frustratingly drained by the end of the week, having to juggle with work, jamming and gigs, not forgetting, combating my 2 week long flu simultaneously.

Finally, the well-deserved school holidays are here. I went to NCC, SGH, for my appointment with Dr Lim. Good to know that I made it through a year of remission. Dr Lim spoke of my fellow survivors in the Lymphoma Support Group who were not doing too well. My heart broke. My prayers are with you out there, dealing with your relapses. I wish you well. I feel your pain as I struggle through each day in fear of relapse as well as trying my utmost best to live each day to the fullest. Be brave, my fellow cancer warriors.

I have officially shifted out from my own space and back to my Mum's. It is good to wake up to my maid, asking me what I would like for breakfast. But it cannot and will never replace the times I woke up in the arms of my parallelbliss, sometimes to the pitter-patter sounds of raindrops at my windows, knowing that I could sleep a little longer. My sanctuary, my little heaven. I actually miss that dearly. Till that day I will be sleeping in your warm and safe arms again, my dear.

I held a garage sale the day I shifted out and made $50, literally giving my clothes away at about a dollar each. It was an amazing experience cos I got to finally see my lovely neighbours and made some new friends, ironically after I shifted out.

Currently listening to: 'Window' by Album Leaf

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